Monique

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:48:46 GMT

this is a venting journal. because i am slightly PISSED off.

It shits me when my own parents dont know the names of some of my best friends.

it shits me when im constantly patronised by people who have NO idea about me

It shits me when i cant talk to the people i should be able to talk to

and it shits me when certain people are too self centered to see other peoples situations

its very easy to blame other people and at the same time hide the fact that you might infact be wrong yourself.

hypocracy is easilly dodged when you want to hide your own hypocracy, and easy to talk about when its someone elses.

in conclusion - dont shit me.

its irritating.

the end of my online rant :)

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 09:04:01 GMT

i am having a SHITHOUSE day and thought my live journeal would like to know.

1. im having problems with the formal coming up
2. exams tomorow
3. annoying

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 13:34:06 GMT

Live Journal is for tools.

like danielle.

the end.

:)

ps: my bday in a week.

HECK YESSUM

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 15:29:39 GMT

why i ahve to do this i dont know
but i do
because then we will be leaked and embarressed etc etc
lol oh m and j
camp will be fucking awesome
i cant wait
can YOU??
yea but preunion is without BOTH of them coz ther in melb.
suckkkkkkkkkks
>: (
AND at camp we will get barred coz wer not leaders.. which means less to see of them
o why
>: (
arrg
make me happy quackkkkkkkkkk

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 13:59:40 GMT

lol i went 'power shopping' today.. think of a power sleep except in shopping form. it was before dancing for like an hour and i boght a shit load of stuff in that small time. i was so proud :D i got my hawthorne heights cd AND jeans AND eye makup stuff and more. lol i was actually half an hour late for my frist dance class but it was worht it :D
yaaay im leading tomorow :D and so are other .. intersting people :P cant wait :D

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 08:54:57 GMT

how funny are mufti days? it used to be a cometition about who could dress the horishest (all girls school.. kinda pointless) but now its a competion who can dress the msot like a hobo. lol my entire group has vowed to come to school tomorrow looking like they are homeless. im excited :D

Fuking principal of curriculum lady was away AGAIN for the 'meeting' about the letter. shes the one who wanted to see me and now she doesnt even show up for the times SHE organised?? she should be shot at dawn.

good luuk quackadoodles in ur pirate pantaloons :D

ill be there in spirit :D

xox

Wed, 31 May 2006 13:10:58 GMT

today i had the most epic journey just go get to mo. but i lived :D although i may ahve a detention but thats another story. annnnyway... mo was funishness. Chinese is funny sounding when u suck at it. I had an interesing trip home as well :D lol quack.... how annoynig was THE HAIR. tisk.. he also seemed really lonely and sad today .. john that is.. :D

omg mufti day on friday. its not much but its gna be the highlight of my otherwise sucky week (apart from mo :D). was that red haired tall person a man or woman? that is the question of life..

xox
ponder the thought

Mon, 29 May 2006 11:26:37 GMT

I was at school for TWELVE hours today. im feeling dead so this is short :D i realy wanna know if its legal to eat ur own arm. After talking about it on the weekend im really wondering what the answer is. so if u know tell me :)

the school hasnt replied to my angryness letter >:( how rude

lol in music wer studying rock music and we get to choose a band with interesting instruments.. so what better to do than P!ATD :D woo finally something in music that doesnt make me wanna throw up

kings cross at nite.. gona be a little scary. im scared im gona get bashed coz ill be in my uniform.. quack :( help meee
i asked matt for a lift but if he says no im gona get raped or unintentionally injected :(

xox

Thu, 25 May 2006 12:12:14 GMT

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/monkeyanywhere.php
LOL :D

Children of the Revolution!

Tue, 23 May 2006 13:04:24 GMT

So i am now officially leading a revolution at my school :) thats rite... i am attempting to rebel against the evil prison of my crapy crapy school. Heres wat happened:

This week, they issued this new rule saying that no senior students were allowed to be in any room without a teacher. Ok so this may sound pretty tame, BUT, number one- we were previously allowed to be in tehre in our frees etc and two- there is now a massive problem for art and design tech students. I do art so yea im arguing basically for arts sake:
a) the teachers cant literally leave us alone now for 1 minute alone because they could get fired. SO in class, our art teacher cant actually leave the room to get supplies for us from the store room. So if i suddenly need a glue gun or something to do an artish thing she cant even leave the room to get it.. lol how dum dum dum
b) we cant go into the art rooms in our frees to do some work. thats pretty bad coz art takes ages and i feel sorry for the hsc ppl hoo need to go in tehre all the time and cant coz of the schools shitiness
c) we cant use the dark room or computers coz ther outside the classroom and our teahcer cant come and watch us AND teach the class

so yea eveyrones really annoyed so im gona write an angry angry letter and go scream at the principal to get it back to normal. :D lol i always end up leading revolutoins. meh they can give me detentions but its not gona stop anything :D

getting exams back etc :S did crap :D woo

Quak u coming on friday nite WTE??? wat about walk for israel on sun? and the ring around thing? lol soo much netzer funness

tata
xox

Wed, 17 May 2006 13:23:49 GMT

ewww i feel sicckk
:( i think i ate something bad (indian food before mo>: ( ) which has been mean to me. But mo was fun. i found out that my school hat works really well as a frisbee when josh threw it across 2 entire rooms. lol plus Matt proved that it is possible to throw it off ur foot and catch it on ur head. now that i htink about it.. maybe it was the brownies that made me sick.. >: (
so AnyYway... alarm clock didnt go off this morning and i was late. it was annoying. i cant WAIT for the weekend. netzer times two and slinnyz party :D pluSss im going to dancing (yes quak- DANCING) on sat because i havnt been for aggges and they all prbz think im dead by now. But im also gona drive heapz more coz dad went to some course to teach him how to teach me driving. so yay im finally on my way to ps :D
xox

Sun, 14 May 2006 13:05:19 GMT

OMG i just totally wrote an entire entry and it got deleted.. AND my wrist hurts from tennis coz i havnt played it in ages and decided to go al out on my day off after xams :( i think i sprained a tendon. My uncle showed up 3 hrs late for mums day lunch coz he aparantly slept in a random forest over nite. aha hes a bum. dani went on a piknik for mumsday WITHOUT her mum lol
shosh is funny
i want a tshirt
that is all
xox

Sat, 13 May 2006 00:37:15 GMT

Wow im amazed.
I had a mic conv with quackadoodles
i didnt kno my computer was such a nice person
for not skrooing up on me
woo

Wed, 10 May 2006 04:44:30 GMT

omg one day left and then exams are overrrr. Extention english is gona kill me but at least i can look forward to being a bum again after its finished. bio sucked today :D i think everyone in my class is ogna fail due to our teacher who refuses to give us notes to help us with exams :D so far bio is the weakest link.. and i rekn ill drop it or murder my teacher for the good of mankind.
Daniquack has returned and has apparantly got me some earrings.. so yeah another reason to celebrate.
tata
xox

Tue, 09 May 2006 04:50:30 GMT

well the barmie party on sunday wasnt that bad. The uni ppl got over themselves and started talking to me and all offered to share their notes with me etc. lol at least i get free notes out of people :D the photographer was crazzzyy.. she kept getting jordan- cousin having the bm- to climb on this strange stone wall thing near the harbour bridge and her jumping in the air while standing on a jetty so it looked like she was jumping off the bridge. she tried to get me and jono to start jumping on this unstable looking jetty thing but we politely said fuck off :)
only 2 more exams to go. and one i dont care about [bio] so its bsically xtention english and then im free :D woo countdown till jr tiyull - i found out its this massive camping trip thing. awesomee.

Sat, 06 May 2006 12:43:26 GMT

twas my cousins barmie today- which means i spent about 5 hrs in total with my extended family. Yea same as always they all barred me completely. >:( as iv said earlier, ther ether in uni (18 yrs old) or 13 and under. theres no one my age and even though ud think the 18 yr olds would at least acknowledge my presence, they dont. yea ive tried to get them involved but it never happens. according to people ther really shy and not confident and somehow see me as ether an evil imposter into the family or cometition for the teenager in the family award. lol how irrational and gay. tisk tisk. but the service was ok.. it dragged on a bit and it was all in hebrew :D and i. suck. at. hebrew. yay im still leading at the sleepover on friday :D woot which means exams will be just over and i can see my netzerchildren :D i saw some of the ppl i led today at the barmie. the reception is tomorrow nite . crap its the nite b4 modern and art. meh o well. i mite as well just sit in a corner and die coz im not gona be involved any other way. The only way of it being remotely more interesting is bringing someone along to all the family functions apparantly. but they also apparantly have to be a 'partner'. lol quack ill bring u and we can be the lesbian lovers of the family if it comes to worst :D quack is still so far away *tear* miss u chicenfilletbrainsss!!
xox

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 12:26:12 GMT

just coz one of the few of my LJ audience members has gone to poland.. doesnt mean i can keep writing in it :)

i really hate how people change for the worst, and never actually realise theyr doing it. And when you tell them that theyv changed they jump down ur throat and tell u that u are ether jelous of them or trying to bring them down or just generally a bad friend. Vague i know, but there are people who have recently ether got into a "relationship" and have completely changed who they are. Like this one person.. has turned into an overly confident and concieted person who wont admit that they are still like everyone else. I cant even talk to them anymore without them hanging all their achievements over my head or tell me that Im not trying to get to where they are. Yeah.. that shits me. Also, i hate exams. theyr annoying :)

Im looking forward to leading on the tiyul:D marcus has started to become obsessed with magic after going to some magic show thing.. hes amazing at doing all the tricks though coz he does it alll the time. i rekn i could make some money outa him yet >:D im at school- and hav been for a week. no one else has and i hateeee it. when everyone else is on holidays im studying. grr.

nothing much else to say. im tired :)
xox

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 12:39:16 GMT

super florence jam were awesomeness. coz lucy goes to all their gigs they talked to us after the show. We didnt stay for town hall steps :) wonder why... lol yea but i got a fairly odd parents showbag for anus/ me :D its got the best dam packpack in it ive ever seen :D im glad i went to the easter show- i havnt been for over 3 years... its changed heaps

Quack ill go to ur musical thing :D can i bring noosh? Also wat musical is it?? it looks like the sound of music or something??:S

Art gallerying tomorrow.. coz i do art :) also im gona go laugh at the contemporary section :D the blank pieces of paper labelled as "genious art creations" are amusing :D

Im really excited about leading at this sleepover thing.. sounds fun for a variety of unmentionable reasons :D
ps: i found out lucy's dad is a nut trader as a job.. crazy :S

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 09:03:59 GMT

So im going to the easter show with lucy tomorrow to see the band she is currently stalking- super florence jam. lol iv heard soo much obsessive talking about that band it betta be good :P But yea i think town hall steps are playing as well so itll be worth it to see them. hopefully we wont get chased by hobos on the train- iv been followed by hobos too many times in the past for it to happen again.

My brother- anus head- was dum and got 6 stictches in his leg. tisk tisk.

Dannis going away in a week. oh the sadness..

lol they posted our essays for ancient on the net so we could get em back b4 exams. im embarresed about the shit i accidently wrote on it.. yet i still got a good mark. But hey i wrote it at 1 oclock in the morning.. yea.. for example:
a) i said Troy was an island
b) I made up where Achilles was born
c) I spelt apollo "appleo"
d) I said Priam had Cassandra, Briseis (which i also spelt wrong) and 'other daughters'- lol briseis wasnt Priam's daughter and cassandra was his only daughter..

yea .. i suck :D
xox

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 10:22:54 GMT

Canberra sucked. We had like 10 massive annoying fights which ruined it further. Woo. :)

The Sacreligious Easter Party

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 03:31:05 GMT

Sare and Me did the trademarks pose :)

Simmons was ether really pissed off or or really paranoid

I think they were tap dancing...

And to finish it off.. me and sar doing fish faces

And those are the only pix i hav of that nite :)

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 03:30:35 GMT

I have just discovered the joys of singstar :) went to shireens with the rest of the chums and sang for ages. Yup i have no voice left. Dammit gilli and tessa r going to the darkness today and im not :( now how am i gona see an entire band wearing lycra?
but yea simmons and me are apparantly still on for Motion City so thats good :) aniway betta get back to study :D
xox

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 04:48:35 GMT

At the moment i really should be studying for my annoying annoying exams after the holdiays :) But no. Party was good :) if i wrote down random things people did or said it wouldnt really interest people coz school ppl dont read this :) but yea today im at home trying to do work :( oh the depression. Tonite is first nite passover which = no bread for nine days is it? well whatever the amount of time is, it is irritating. Yea so im gona fill up on my yeasty goodness today :D

Heres my current issue of issues:

I only have two first cousins, and my first cousins have their own set of a million other cousins not on my side of the family. The other side of my family all life in the east and are all chummy etc- but i dont see them or have much to do with them coz im kinda the off cut in the family and i dont live near them. So every year its the same thing when it comes to family get to gethers- i. get. barred.
And every year im always feeling really pissed off that my cousins (even if im not actually related to them) just go off by themselves and assume i will be able to talk to myself for the entire night. The cousins closest to my age are like just out of yr 12 which means that it isnt just an age gap. I always come home after going to a family thing ether asking myself why they hate me or feeling depressed coz im stuck going to those crappy family get togethers for ever (or until i get married :D) and getting lonerised. Apparantly they are "reserved" people who dont like to socialise with other people, and that is why they just go off. I know i should go over and try and be friendly or at least have a conversation with them, but its hard when theres like 13 of them all sitting in a group and im smal and insignificant little me.

So the plan for tonight is, iv asked my aunt if im allowed to take a friend with me :) so yea Iz is coming tonite and so ill have someone to acknowledge my existance. Hopefully this year will be better than the rest and i wont have to sit looking nobular alone EVER again :D

My family is taking me to Canberra for a weekend. Dear god save me now. Quack- the hole has returned. First bowrel.. and now this. helppp :(

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 05:28:03 GMT

I went shopping today with Lucy Oconnor :) we were kinda feuding for a while at school coz of issues .. but yea now wer chummy again. Saw ice age 2 :o sooo funny. That guy from Drake and Josh did a voice in it and i guessed it rite.. yea .. i felt proud :)
I got myself an emo whore hoodie :D its rather awesome if u ask me. It was from some random crazy shop in lane cove. I also embarresed myself to the highest degree at the bus stop... ill tell:

I wanted the 536 and a 534 came. The four was covered in some annoying sticker thing so i couldnt tell which bus numbre it was. So i got on and asked where it went and the guy told me it wasnt the rite bus. So i went to another bus stop furhter on and waited for like 10 mins. Then a bus came around the corner and i thought it was the rite one so i got on. Then i realised that the driver was the SAME one driving the 534 i got on earlier. I was like.. "any chance uv changed ur mind about where ur going?" and he shook his head and i got off and promised that i wouldnt ask him where the bus goes again. I felt rather tooly.

Anyways yea shireen's parti tonite :)
That is all.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 12:11:20 GMT

SundayyYYyy..
went to the markets and bought the awesomenessest top thing. i drank coke for the first time in about a year and then preceeded to have a sugar rush which ended up in me going a bit crazy..

Met this israeli guy AGAIN from the markets who owns a stall. He was rather nice. Looked for a dress for Shi'z disney party but i couldnt find antying. What disney princess do i even look like? i was thinking belle from beauty and the beast but i dno now. plz feel free to gimme any costume suggestions. Im going to Is'z party as a goth. they cant stop me. Therefore i will. deal with it :P

Saw Aviva and Tara (melb) leaders at the markets!!! they were at some Bog Sem and were having a shopping break after three days of seminars :O it was amazing seeing tara again coz we never see melb ppl :) i also happened to see half of my tutor group from school there, as well as this girl from my school. SHe didnt recognise me for some reason before i made it obvious ..tisk tisk.

Wow im on holidays :D yup.. had to rub it in again...
xox